#235
The light outside is calling me today, yet I seem unable to
write, to go outside and take pictures, clean the kitchen or go for a
swim. Any of these activities would be
positive, but I just am somewhat paralyzed today. I woke up this morning with the idea of being
only a photographer, but I don't feel inspired, so I thought, be an editor,
that would be helpful. I did that for an
hour this morning and headed out for a dentist appointment, had lunch with an
old student and her wonderful, joyous 2 year old, came home and have been completely
unmotivated.
I am going to create a space to work in. That is what I am going to do right now. It's harder for me than one would think. Remember I am unable to stand up for more than about 5 minutes. When I do the dishes I do it in stages so that the pain doesn't get too great. I never talk about it. I really keep my pain to myself and my doctor, but unfortunately whenever I think about creating a new space, or making life easier on myself I get stopped by the reality of having bad arthritis. Sucks. Oh well, one step at a time, as they say.
OK, so I took some pictures, but I wasn't terribly successful at being focused on any one thing today. I did not finish one task that I started. Tomorrow is another day.
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